Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
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Tue | 08/12/08 | 12:38pm
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can i describe you in one word?
wow.
current music: A Rush of Blood to the Head by COLDPLAY
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Monday, March 31st, 2008
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Mon | 03/31/08 | 4:09pm - JUST DON'T LET ME DOWN
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haha omg so its monday?
Wednesday night i stayed out til about 6 am partying with leon and his friends which are now my friends :p
i met some cool people aka kids that are my age that still watch cartoons.
some are better than others.
some are a little more touchy feely than i'd like, but oh well.
and fred aka frank lol was pretty bad ass too.
yay! and my new friend gingah from work! i love her to death now lol.
oh, and kevin is pretty cool too. :]
HE KNOWS ABOUT EDDIE!
last night i went over ambers for a tjmaxx crew party lol.
we made cookies and watched movies.
haha dorks.
and matt was there!
but he's sick :[
today pretty much blows cause i'm not doing anything.
but oh well!
saturday might get here fast... you never know
current music: Naive by THE KOOKS
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Tuesday, March 25th, 2008
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Tue | 03/25/08 | 11:52pm - tell me life is beautiful
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hmm.
well
Friday night me, chloe, carolyn, and tobey went to the bull lol and i learned how to line dance [crickets]
[if you haven't dropped dead yet i don't know what is wrong with you]
Saturday night i went over to phoebe's and we hung out with Courtney before she had to leave for Kansas again.
Sunday we went to the airport and i drove to orlando to see kyle.
Monday i didn't do one DAMN thing.
Today i went to class on time! and then me, chloe, and ginger went to the MAC preview at international. it was fun! i'm glad that i met ginger.. she's pretty bad ass.
tomorrow is wednesday, Leon is in town {that never happens EVER] and i think we are going over to someone's apartment for an impromtu birthday party.
Thursday me and chlo might go back to the bull because they are having a breast cancer event... but i don't know because i have a test friday morning... IDK!
hmm.. friday i'm not sure
saturday i have to work, but i think maybe people at work are having a party.. who knows.
i'm pretty sure i have to work on sunday.
and thats my entire week.
fin
current music: Crystal Ball by KEANE
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Monday, March 24th, 2008
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Mon | 03/24/08 | 5:20pm
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so yeah. not much going on.
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Sunday, March 16th, 2008
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Sun | 03/16/08 | 5:56pm
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i'm tired of being lonely all the time.
am i really that bad of a person?
current mood:  blah
current music: Starlight by MUSE
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Thursday, February 21st, 2008
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Thu | 02/21/08 | 11:57pm
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SARAH NO
current music: Dancin' in the Moonlight by VAN MORRISON
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Thursday, February 14th, 2008
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Thu | 02/14/08 | 11:50pm - talk to myself again... all alone... on my own
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i want to write something good and read it at The Garden on wednesday but really... when have i ever been talented with words enough to actually speak in complete sentences?
plus i'm not as fabulous as the little guy that writes about sex with his girlfriend... and from what we've all heard i'm not sure anyone is ;]
i am super bored
i bought new pajamas
i should be studying for a test
i don't know.
you ever think like, you should be doing more with your life or you should try to see meaning in the things you do? recently i just don't really feel like anything i do is important. i hope i'm not sounding conceited because thats not at all what i mean. i know there are things more important than me. its just like i can't seem to do anything right anymore or maybe ever.
perfect example: i'm 21, still in school, still trying to figure out what i'm supposed to do with the rest of my life, still all alone, no discernable talents, still not moving in any sort of direction. its like this static state that i can't get rid of. but maybe it is my own fault? maybe i'm not taking chances that i should be? maybe i'm not seizing the day? maybe i need to grow up and just settle like everyone else. maybe we are all on destined paths and maybe i can't change anything about anything.
maybe i'm always going to be behind
i'm always going to be unattractive
i'm always going to be looking for things i don't even understand
i'm always going to be wanting things i'll never have
maybe thats what i'm supposed to do
why can't anyone tell me what i'm supposed to do?
i wish i could say that i'm not lost but wandering around isn't doing me any good either.
i wish i could put my heart into something and actually believe i'll follow through
i guess i lost my chance a long time ago
its so strange but i feel like i've been here before
current music: Sleep by ONEREPUBLIC
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Sunday, February 10th, 2008
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Sun | 02/10/08 | 12:45am - boop boop
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tequila and bad beer make for an interesting friday night.
and as i suspected no one wanted to do anything tonight.
seriously, like what the fuck?
am i the only bored person on saturday night?
idk!
current mood:  pissed off
current music: some crazy song
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Monday, February 4th, 2008
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Mon | 02/04/08 | 5:11pm
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who wants to do something saturday night?!
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Sunday, January 20th, 2008
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Sun | 01/20/08 | 9:23pm - stop trying to hit me and hit me
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i really need a friend right now
current music: the matrix
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Friday, January 18th, 2008
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Fri | 01/18/08 | 12:03am - sit back sit back relax relapse
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OHEMGEE
that guy in the boost mobile commercial is freakin' Mickey Avalon aka the Jane Fonda guy.
wtf.
he sounds a lot different from when i remember him.
and i really didn't think he looked like a woman either.
just thought someone should know...
**ALSO**
some old english guy called Levy got his PhD from a place called McDutch studying love, sex and robots.
i guess you can pretty much do anything now.
fucking idiot.
current music: Camisado by PANIC! AT THE DISCO
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Friday, December 7th, 2007
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Fri | 12/07/07 | 9:38pm - 8-]
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I GOT NEW GLASSES
two new pairs to be exact!
you are jealous and you can't even see them....
bahaha
current mood:  yay
current music: Cry for You by SEPTEMBER
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2007
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Tue | 11/27/07 | 9:51pm - oh god i had to laugh
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not much chance for survival
current mood:  tired
current music: Neon Bible by THE ARCADE FIRE
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Saturday, November 17th, 2007
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Sat | 11/17/07 | 10:44pm - I heard the call of a lifetime ring... felt the need to get up for it
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i seriously don't ever remember checking this thing anymore.
i feel like i should write in it.
i'm feeling okay lately. been losing some weight and stuff. people say i look different from a year ago and truth is i feel different too.
i'm not as depressed all the time and i actually react to things now.
and believe it or not, i cry now. and not just because i'm hurt. i cry when i watch tv or movies or that stupid commercial with the old people in the park.
if you dont believe that then you will never believe that i bought a card with little kids kissing on it.
its getting worse.
i'm moving back to tampa.
woohoo.
[can you feel the excitement]
i just want to get this stupid degree thing over with and move on to my mediocre job as a waitress because i can't find a real job like most americans with degrees.
thank youuuu gov't.
i guess thats it for now.
i don't even know how many people actually look at this anymore... i'm surprised i'm not deleted off of most people's friends page.
<3
current mood:  mhmm
current music: The Underdog by SPOON
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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
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Wed | 08/08/07 | 10:38pm
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blah blah blah
i don't know what to think.
i got my hair cut!
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Friday, June 1st, 2007
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Fri | 06/01/07 | 10:47pm - i've been sitting, waiting, wishing you believed in superstitions... then maybe you'd see the signs
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sometimes you make me hate you so much.
and you shouldn't be surprised.
its usually your fault.
[must i always be playing your fool?]
current mood:  sort of crap
current music: Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by JACK JOHNSON
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Monday, April 16th, 2007
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Mon | 04/16/07 | 11:26pm - if you hadn't noticed, this is a random dump entry
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i was reading this article the other day about how we buy things to make ourselves happy and how it isn't working anymore.
i totally agree.
i think the only reason i'm happy is because i keep buying useless junk that i'll never use but one time.
or wait.
i'm not happy.
so why am i buying things?
everybody has a void.
i'm so sick of relating my life to music.
or is it the music relating to my life?
i think that if i was better at writing i would have written those songs way before the artists even made them up.
i know it is so cliche being unhappy all the time; teenage angst and the alike, but there are times when i believe the only reason i'm happy is because i'm so used to being unhappy that i can't tell the difference.
i dont think i've really smiled in about a month and a half.
is this what nihilism is like?
i guess we are our own worst enemies. we know exactly what makes makes us our worst and we exploit it over and over again. i can't seem to stop.
current music: The Phrase That Pays by THE ACADEMY IS...
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Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
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Tue | 04/03/07 | 10:03pm - game over
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i'd like a reset, please.
current music: Flathead by THE FRATELLIS
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Saturday, March 24th, 2007
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Sat | 03/24/07 | 10:47pm - i think i'm going to rip my jaw off... Grudge style.
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i have a really bad headache.
oh wait.
its probably from not going to bed until 5 a.m.
and
sleeping on a pull out couch
and
bringing my really crap pillow to ashley's house.
LOL
FINKY'S OUR ANCHOR!
HE'S GOT THE EYE OF THE JEW!!!
[deutchebag]
current music: Hang Me Out to Dry by THE COLD WAR KIDS
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
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Tue | 02/27/07 | 10:09pm
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goddamnit.
i hate this life
i wish i could just start over.
current mood:  confused
current music: Dig by INCUBUS
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